Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Titus has nothing on our family

kelly has convinced Marge that when Bob was having his asthma attack, Sheila put "something" in his nebulizer and murdered him.  They believe my paranets covered it up because they paid for the funeral services.

Sheila stole morphine from my dying uncle.  Once Mom caught her in the act, the drugs were placed in a lock box and my sister was banned from coming inside. (this was last summer)  Junkies typically do not save up their drugs, they use them.  Also, Bob did not have $5 million life insurance policy.  He had a small one left in the names of his children.  But mrage will be convinced of this until the day she dies.  Thanks kelly. 

Titles are Unnecessary

Dear Bob,

I really wanted to write about everything that's happened.  This may be my only chance for a while but I'm too exhausted to account for the last 3 days events.  I wake up in the morning and it's like nothing happened.  As I brush my teeth, it hits me that you're gone.  I think, "I can't believe Bob's gone."  Then I'm a complete mess all day.

I keep going over the What Ifs and it's making me crazy.  Your family is making me crazy and giving Shawn a new kind of stress.  Your sister has completely lost her mind.  So much in fact that I've completely written her off.  I'm done with her.  If I could break her nose, I might feel better but I won't do that.  I keep thinking about the time you taught me how to play "Enter Sandman" on the guitar--the first song I ever learned--but hearing the song now doesn't make cry.  I cry for a lot of other reasons.

Your children are Shawn's and my priority.  If things head south, we will take care of them.  I still think if you'd have moved out so many years ago as you told me, you might still be alive.  But maybe not.  You still would have smoked and ate pounds and pounds of red meat.  I respect you for staying and I respect for you for not believing in divorce.  I respect that you always defended her.  I respect that you always believed things would turn a corner.

I don't believe what is being said.  Same goes for Shawn.  You had a weak heart and it failed.  I do not question that.  You had nothing to offer by leaving us.

The whole world has gone mad.  Both families are going mad.  But you'd be so proud at how your children are handling themselves.  Yes, they've cried but their behavior is impeccable.

I miss you.  Maybe where you are it'll be like ten minuets and we'll all meet again.  The last three days have felt like ten years.  If you are in Heaven, touch your children now and then, leave a message for poor Kristin.  Your heart stopped while hers continued on and it will be with her forever.  I'm keeping an eye on her as always.

My heart is broken and I miss you and your thousands of jokes (where did you store them all?) and your quick wit and odd humor.  I hope to see you soon.